Today apart from the debate does God exist? I would like to take the moment to blog about my personal life. I love talking about my issues because it helps me deal with stress. I met this girl a few months back and ever since I started liking her then some more then some more. Now I am absolutely crazy about her. I can't study because she is on my mind. Any miscellaneous activity I do I either thinking about her or thinking about her. I just can't get her off my mind. In some of my blogs I even mention her! I never felt this was about a girl before. So I naturally did the logical thing and ask her out. I was rejected. But I didn't give up. Something about her behavior tells me that she does have some feelings for me. So I want to give up on her she said no about 4 times. But whenever I am around her I just lose control I can't think rationally. I don't use logic. I just act out on the heart.
Now let's talk something rational. Does love exist? Or is it some chemical hormone released by the brain to propagate the human species. But it seems to me to be abstract apart from the physical world beyond it. Perhaps it is a essential property of the mind? Well it can't be abstract because in the absence of people love would not exist. So it must be grounded in God? Perhaps since we are made in his image and God is a mind with no body. We are minds with bodies. So perhaps love is grounded in God and when God made use he gave us love. But then we delve into another issue does the mind exist? But we can argue that later.
So back to my personal life. I have no idea what to do with her anymore. Not even natural theology is harder than trying to figure the mind of a girl! One can be a scientist but that is the one thing we as men will never figure out! Well I guess that is enough for now. I leave you with the philosophical rambling about love and mind etc.
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